Fool. As in the ask meme, not calling you a fool

Fuidhditdbqhstdh thanks anon but u can also call me a fool cause im one

Fool: the biggest risk ive ever taken. My highschool was really close to the highway, and when coming home, i would (horrifying often now that i think about it) just go… on the highway… by myself… and like. sit in the middle of the road? sometimes even lie down. while dissociating. i still don’t understand how im still alive lmao
also once (still dissociating) i almost got into a truck that had stopped at a red light cause i wanted 1). to die 2). to leave my abusive home and 3). to be retraumatized so i could dissociate better

… well this looked wayyyy less weird in my mind.

thanks anon! xoxo