dump nobody asked for but

really feel like im two people in a single body??? (ahem ahem dudeyoustoppedtakingyourschizophreniameds ahem) like im both super mystical and all but im also. a rationalist atheist somehow. im oscillating between two radically different personalities. the rational atheist is angry. the mad priestess is, well, mad and dissociating all day. and somehow im both but never at the same time and they take… turns? idk. weird