i really am the most serious person out there i cant comprehend jokes and shit and like why people like to dance and basically i know how to survive life-endangering situations and heavy abuse but i have no clue on how to have fun which is why im a terrible friend. like im pretty good at listening and shit but going out? having fun??? i dont know how to do this without intellectualizing everything and Thats Not How You Have Fun Babey
like im not even a goth but all the things im obsessed with are so fucking serious/dark/macabre and….. i cant see the point of light things even tho i know theyre important for mental health & they make people feel good. like im nothing but the void with blood and a voice thats shrieking with sadness or pain i can’t do anything about it, im trying but i can’t apparently
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