currently in a lesbian bar packed with butches playing billiard and casually having a drink, and ive never felt like i truly belonged to a space more than this one. i feel like i found my family and who i want to be! most of them are middle-aged or even older and this is so… loving and peaceful and what i aspire to grow old like
i really feel like the baby dyke i am… like i can finally stop being The Responsible And Old Adult for a moment and just… exist as the 20 years old i am, protected by much older lesbians… idk the atmosphere is so… full of serene love somehow and i need that lmao. need to feel vulnerable and young sometimes because i AM vulnerable and young dammit!
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