i rly have conflicted feelings towards jean genet bc on the one hand he was openly gay and wrote about the drag scene before anyone else did (in the french literary scene – i mean that he was the first one to reach the mainstream opinion) – and like… he gets it, exposes the mechanisms of misogyny and gender basically but…….. on the other hand hes so fucking misogynistic like… why do you have to justify your gayness by shitting on women………. why are you so complacent towards morally corrupt and oppressive masculinity (i.e nazism, fascism in general)……….. like dude. you get it. we’re in this together. instead of securing gender to sound ~ transgressive ~ lets burn it down!!!! you get it!!!! why won’t you help your lesbian siblings & women suffering from the same kind of oppression!!!!!!!! ugh
Tag: gino’s soliloquy
rly am a 21th century cyrano de bergerac tho
– have been writing poetry who the girl they love for years without making any kind of move
– convinced they’re hideous monsters and dont deserve love
– will help their rival get the girl they love and manage their relationship
– want to be both a swordfighter and a writer
– wear capes
– probably gonna “fail their death like they failed their life”
conclusion: cyrano is a butch icon
i only know one (1) way to flirt with girls and it consists of sending them poetry about death
pretty sure im doing this whole dating stuff the wrong way
update: two of my other flirting skills include lending her my copy of The Straight Mind & listen to her talking about the way her gf treats her (who sounds like a super unstable person and leaves her hanging & walking on eggshells…) while doing my best to help her…………………………………………
i want to go home but i am home i want to go back to a childhood home where i would feel safe & loved but that doesnt exist bc my mother literally hates me lmao
lets not fool myself im definitely developing some kind of ed. i just hope its not anorexia…. anyway i have no energy and no time to care for that rn
real talk tho but small children (under 6) are so fucking funny……… hanging out w them is like being responsible for ur friend whos high af and completely smashed
i was babysitting this 4 yo kid while we waited for his mom to come home and he insisted we “took every his moneys out real quick to the store and buy a really little cheeses sandtwhitch” while walking & talking like the most drunk person ever
when i said no, that we had to wait for his mom and eat her dinner, he said “oh” like real sad and looked down then said 0.3 seconds later “then….. maybe a very little….. HAM sandwich” & then started to look for his piggybank that had literally 3 cents in it
gonna walk into my poetry class tomorrow like hello i make absolutely no sense here have it. have my nonsense. feel free to beat the shit out of me
i only know one (1) way to flirt with girls and it consists of sending them poetry about death
pretty sure im doing this whole dating stuff the wrong way
me, jamming together all of my hyperfixations and traumas: àrt