lesbwian:

SCREAM

i literally had this conversation with a straight friend once. i was telling her about that time i got physically assaulted by a girl with long nails that ripped out my shirt and left long-lasting scars and jokingly concluded “so thats why you should only throw hands with lesbians!” and she said dreamily “yeah, it’s incredible how insignificant things become symbolic like… why would lesbians choose nail length to represent them? it makes no sense” and i was speechless for a sec then went “eve. we dont want our vagina ripped off.” and she looked like she had just seen god

epicene-street-light:

currently in a lesbian bar packed with butches playing billiard and casually having a drink, and ive never felt like i truly belonged to a space more than this one. i feel like i found my family and who i want to be! most of them are middle-aged or even older and this is so… loving and peaceful and what i aspire to grow old like

i really feel like the baby dyke i am… like i can finally stop being The Responsible And Old Adult for a moment and just… exist as the 20 years old i am, protected by much older lesbians… idk the atmosphere is so… full of serene love somehow and i need that lmao. need to feel vulnerable and young sometimes because i AM vulnerable and young dammit!

currently in a lesbian bar packed with butches playing billiard and casually having a drink, and ive never felt like i truly belonged to a space more than this one. i feel like i found my family and who i want to be! most of them are middle-aged or even older and this is so… loving and peaceful and what i aspire to grow old like

epicene-street-light:

epicene-street-light:

really dont get people who eat 3 meals a day like… i used to do that back at my parents’ but now i eat so much less? like i generally eat once every 2 or 3 days and im doing fine and im never hungry. i cant even imagine what it feels like to eat 3 meals a day now… is this normal

i feel nothing but an intense warmness radiating from my lower stomach this is actually very pleasant. i feel like a radiator

oh god no am i 15 and becoming anorexic again? oh god please no i can’t be. not me for fucks sake. not me, not again! ive read so much about diet culture and,,,, i dont even *really* want to be skinny like…….. n o