the only people i consent to perform feminity for are my grandparents

holy shit i just remembered being 6 or something and telling my father “i love girls and women so much theyre so beautiful but all men and boys are brutal and ugly” and,,,, this man had the guts to act surprised when i officially came out 10 years later lmao

u ever look at old pics of u and go like wow! turns out i wasnt the ugliest person alive! just refused to conform to performative feminity & had a nerdy body language!

epicene-street-light:

currently so afraid of my own bed im seriously planning on sleeping on the floor

after all i did that for months and im a relatively healthy 20 years old. surely there is some sort of health benefit from sleeping on the floor?

lets just pretend im an ascetic monk shall we? i mean i have all the needed qualities for that, including:

✔ swearing before your deity that you will dedicate your entire life to them

✔ under eating

✔ not according any attention to your clothes and general appearance

✔ spending a lot of time studying ancient texts in a library

✔ and now apparently sleeping on hard surfaces because comfort?? dont know her

currently so afraid of my own bed im seriously planning on sleeping on the floor

i refuse to exist in the same astral plane as bedbugs

Bojack “my mother was really good at dispensing life lessons that always seemed to circle back to everything being my fault” Horseman is such a mood tbh

why do i only text my french friends in fucking english lmao

@ brain: please focus you either fall in love or fear relationships but not both at the same time please im begging you

time schedule of this aftenoon

– have a breakdown about sexual traumas

– watch silly cat video

– breadown number 2 this time with sheer rage

– homework

– breakdown number 3

– cry in front of silly cat video