epicene-street-light:

you know, i always rolled my eyes at media that go like “follow your dreams! believe in yourself! you can achieve anything you set your mind to!” because… as a crazy traumatized dyke, this really didnt apply to me, or what i thought was “the real world”… but in the hindsight?? my abusive mother did literally all she could think of to deter me from writing and studying literature, from hardcore manipulation to physical abuse & outright refusal to let me do what i love – throwing my books out of the window into the muddy garden, forcing me to be held back a year in highschool even tho i had the best grades of the whole school because she didnt want me to go into the literary section, forcefully going through my writings (and telling me it was shitty), forbidding me to see my writer friend & be involved in writing seminars, etc. –

she persuaded me i had no literary talent whatsoever, be it in creative writing or in text analysis, and all… 

but i persisted and now im a literature major and im going to write for the Comédie-Française lmao

so, yea, believe in your dreams, i guess!

im just DYING to see her face when im gonna tell her, “hey mom! ive been chosen to write at the Comédie-Française with 15 other writers! My texts are gonna be read in public by the very comedians you idolize, on the very building you worship!”

She’s The Most Elitist Person of the year & is a really big fan of cultural institutions (for my non-french followers: its the oldest theater in France, and now, alongside with the Académie Française, is a cultural monument. Both were funded by Louis XIV and represent the typical french intellectualism)… shes gonna be big mad lmao

duriangoth:

beyonslayed:

heavyweightheart:

really tho a lot of fitness culture is an intersection of the worst of late capitalist “masculinity”: pseudo-intellectualism, paranoia, objectification of the body, deference to authority rather than intuition or internal cues, intolerance of illness or weakness (universal human experiences), xtreme self-monitoring, delusions of grandeur, and on and on. it creates a front for pushing and falsely advertising useless products based on those elements, as well as (u know i can’t not say it!) operating as a means of social control

Twenty-First Century Victorians

Current exercise trends, like hot yoga, spin, and CrossFit, all
demonstrate a commitment to self-denial and self-discipline, values much
praised by the Victorians. Marathon running has become the ultimate
signifier: competitors can post photos on social media to prove to everyone that they have tortured their bodies in a highly virtuous — and not at all kinky — fashion.

This seeps over into everyday activities as well. Trader Joe’s and
Whole Foods are filled with people dressed in workout gear with no sweat
in sight. This clothing marks its wearers as the type of people who
care for their bodies, even when they aren’t exercising. Yoga pants and
running shoes display virtue just as clearly as the nineteenth-century wives’ corseted dresses did.

Being fit now indexes class, saturating both fitness and food
culture. As calories have become cheaper, obesity has changed from being
a sign of wealth to a sign of moral failure. Today, being unhealthy
functions as a hallmark of the poor’s cupidity the same way
working-class sexual mores were viewed in the nineteenth century.

Both lines of thinking assert that the lower classes cannot control
themselves, so they deserve exactly what they have and nothing more. No
need, then, for higher wages or subsidized health care. After all, the poor will just waste it on cigarettes and cheeseburgers.

i feel like it’s also important to note that the cultural capital of ‘athletic’ bodies—which reflect wealth, leisure, and taste—is rooted in the flow of capital in Western countries. the effect of this is directly visible on working class bodies. shifts away from manufacturing and increased automation mean increasingly larger segments of the population lead sedentary lifestyles. 

the essay, ‘auto body’, does a fantastic job of tracing the development of fitness culture and linking it to flows of capital: from its “shady” origins in Muscle Beach, demolished because working-class bodies congregating in public was dangerous; to the privatisation of fitness within iron gyms, like Gold’s; to the rise of Nautilus machines and commercial gyms embraced by employers both as preventative health measure and means of increasing the productivity of the aforementioned sedentary workers; and finally, to the CrossFit ‘boxes’ that profit from the nostalgia for an ‘organic’ community and ‘primal’ bodies that counteract the alienation of commercial gyms. CrossFits workouts shape a lean body that appear prepared for physical labour that no longer exists, especially for its relatively wealthy clientele. On this last point:

Culturally, Crossfit harnesses a nostalgia for a simpler past, and combines it with the romanticization of the natural in order to craft a comprehensible view of the present that embraces precarity by being prepared for everything. This is not simply a pre-lapsarian fantasy, though. The idyllic and savage “primal” is coupled with modern science in an attempt to recreate a born-again human that specializes in the unspecialized. As lean management forces all employees to be flexible in their working hours and expertise, Crossfit demands the same from their consumers. Crossfit is the figurative and literal lean production of the body. To avoid precarity, one must embrace precarity. Do a little of everything, and then do more of it. The fragmented sense of progress in lifting a heavier weight or beating an old WOD time creates a fleeting autonomy in a managed subject. Through Crossfit, despair and uncertainty are replaced by trust in the primal, one simulated shoveling exercise at a time.

CrossFit’s workouts shape a lean body which appears to be prepared for physical labour. said physical labour, however, is becoming less necessary in production with the rise of automation, especially so for its relatively wealthy clientele (at least when the essay was written in 2016). it’s no coincidence that CrossFit ‘boxes’ inhabit old production sites in urban centres:

As capital flows back into the city once again, old auto clearing houses and factories are prime locations for Crossfit boxes, and the loft condos that house many of their customers. Crossfit promises a physique that matches the aesthetic of new city wealth. The body as repository for the ghost signs of production reflects the social relations of labor and leisure presented by the economy. You can get strong, but not too big. The workouts are quantifiable and scalable, but never boring. Companion to the rise of beards, tattoos, “work” boots, and lumbersexuality, Crossfit sculpts a body that appears to have labored. Reminding us that physical labor was done at one point, the shell of industry now has a core of chiseled abdominal muscles. Crossfit reverses the traditional relation of labor to the body in that the bodies appearing to have labored the most now reflect the highest material conditions of leisure. Similar to the way that new technology introduced into the production process is embedded with the value of past labor, the Crossfit body is also imbued with the surplus value of past generations. In Scientific Management, Taylor remarked, “In the past man has been first; in the future the system must be first.” Today is the future, and the Crossfit box offers a concise summary of our post-industrial predicament. “People walk through the door and say, ‘Hey, where are all the machines?’” To which Crossfit boldly replies: “We’re the machines!”

fitness culture, in other words, is inextricable from late capitalism. 

homopower:

khmacleod:

Ancient moon priestesses were called virgins. ‘Virgin’ meant not married, not belonging to a man – a woman who was ‘one-in-herself’. The very word derives from a Latin root meaning strength, force, skill; and was later applied to men: virle. Ishtar, Diana, Astarte, Isis were all all called virgin, which did not refer to sexual chastity, but sexual independence. And all great culture heroes of the past, mythic or historic, were said to be born of virgin mothers: Marduk, Gilgamesh, Buddha, Osiris, Dionysus, Genghis Khan, Jesus – they were all affirmed as sons of the Great Mother, of the Original One, their worldly power deriving from her. When the Hebrews used the word, and in the original Aramaic, it meant ‘maiden’ or ‘young woman’, with no connotations to sexual chastity. But later Christian translators could not conceive of the ‘Virgin Mary’ as a woman of independent sexuality, needless to say; they distorted the meaning into sexually pure, chaste, never touched. —Monica Sjoo

Casual reminder that “virgin” in the modern/Christian sense of the word is literally a complete bullshit, made-up social construct, arbitrarily given a negative connotation.

heavyweightheart:

the reason i’m so loathe to see health at every size & fat acceptance advocates being “entrepreneurs” (w like a brand, a coaching business lmao, expensive content, etc.) is that this is part of the process by which a truly subversive movement, which stands to most help poor women of color, is simply taken up by the power structure that oppresses those people… it’s absorbed, assimilated. it’s only accessible to ppl w money. and it’s not that i don’t want everyone to have better relationships w their bodies, but this is the classic public health dilemma where offering a good thing but not making it accessible to the people who need it most simply serves to widen health disparities. it’s actively harmful when it isn’t equitable. 

fat acceptance is a radical movement, inextricable from other radical movements (anti-racist, anti-capitalist, anti-cisheteropatriarchy, disability justice, etc.). you can’t be an “entrepreneur” in a radical movement; it can’t be your for-profit business. it’s one or the other

aujourd’hui j’ai appris que le mot “lampadaire” vient des “lampades”, des nymphes servantes d’Hécate qui la suivaient en portant des torches allumées la nuit donc, voilà