do you ever use a pen and you’re just blown away by how smoothly it glides across the page and how the ink flows out so beautifully like tears of jesus or something
Some people must experience the world in a more exciting way than I do
Me: *opens up about trauma a bit to someone I really trust*
Them: I’m sorry
Me: *getting hit with that Instant Regret* o-oh it’s okay!!!!!!!!!!!! Really it’s nothing to worry about I shouldn’t have brought it up that was a long time ago I’m sorry never mind-
I honestly believe that people who lost their childhood, teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma are so strong for still being here. Especially once you’re about 18-25 and trying to relearn how to be in society and healthy and human.
Especially when you decide to work towards getting better.
Especially when your life isn’t where you wished it would be.
Stay alive okay? If you lost your youth, I’m sorry and I’m so proud of you for still being here. Keep fighting. Your best years are ahead of you.