well tbh ive experienced nearly every kind of violence in general and like… the whole spectrum of sexual violence (except forced pregnancy/sex work) so now im like… blasé… like im desensitized to violence in general ya feel? like someone could literally jump at my throat trying to kill me and id be like “cmon guy i can name like 6 people who already did this to me… you can do better than this im used to that shit” lmao