Ellaaaa my fav froggy friend!!!!
44: Who was your first lesbian crush? i had a ton of crushes in elementary but dont really remember any of them…. then i had a massive crush on a girl when i was in middle school (literally writing things like “my only wish is that i could be her boyfriend..” and somehow not realizing i was either being super gay or super trans (or both)….). her name was Rebecca and she was a talented singer and dancer (i have a thing for extrovert artsy girls lmao). i really had so many crushes without realizing i was gay…….. the first conscious crush i had was on someone who later turned out to be a trans boy (oopsie – he still presented as a girl when we met) and he didnt like me back!
actually, now that i think about it, i fell for 2 pre-coming out trans men. must be the gay vibes,,,
45: At what age did you know you were a lesbian? oh my god this is such a funny thing bc i finally Realized it at 16 like….. it was a super painful period of my life bc to me lesbians were the most monstruous kinds of beings like…. to me even pedophiles were better. (i know ://) i felt so gross and so ashamed, and as Hannah Gatsby would say, i was “soaking in shame” behind my closet doors lmao. its a good thing there arent (as far as i know) conversion therapy camps in my country bc else id have jumped on the occasion to abuse the lesbianism out of me lmao. also i was deadass convinced i was never going to experience love in my life
48. Talk about how your day went. well my kitchen sink is clogged so i think im gonna have to do some dirty work later today, i did laundry and im desperately trying to catch up on my school work! else its okay!
thanks buddy!!
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