just realized im turning into the exact opposite of my mother,,, like… the negative of this monster
my mother: aggressively straight, ultra feminine cis woman
me: nonbinary butch who will never get caught wearing a dress or makeup ever again
my mother: all about appearances, cruel, uses her knowledge as an oppressive tool
me: doesnt give a shit about appearances and will cry in public transportation, trying my best to be kind, use my knowledge as a way to help people as much as i can
thats character development!!!!!