epicene-street-light:

honestly i never really complained about my parents being homophobic bc i was convinced i was lucky they didnt straight up killed me but like,,,, it wasnt even remotely okay. but i was so used to extreme pain and abuse on their hands that it didnt… really change anything. but like… they almost kicked me out at 16 tho. and theyre only “"more accepting”“ now bc i dont live with them anymore & theyre basically… acting like decent people bc im far enough from them lmao

like my mother literally refused to talk to me or look at me or even eat with me, only interacting to remind me how disgusting and awful i was, while my father resented me for that & said it was all my fault……… for w e e k s lmao thats not even one of the most fucked up things they did to me