furiousgoldfish:

me when having a trauma episode: This is just what my life is now. I will never be okay. I will never be normal. I’m damaged and ruined too much for anything. I’ll never be healthy. What they did to me destroyed me. I will suffer for as long as I live.

me when I’m having a good day: I have done it, I have achieved a good life, everything is fun and life is endless possibilities maybe I will climb mountains today nothing is out of reach!! Also I will not be in a single bad mood ever again!