sometimes i think im just a cis woman craving attention and not really trans/nonbinary but then i remember i spent the first 8 years of my life having meltdowns when people told me i was a girl bc “i AM NOT a girl i was just BORN like one!!” & that i believed until i was like 13 that every person naturally transitioned from a sex to the other every 6 years, which led to an existential crisis when i understood it wasnt the case and i had to “stay a girl” for my entire life so. im probably not cis