posteriorsteak:

jadensilver:

sindri42:

aphrodeiti:

Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted

The primary upside to an anxiety disorder is that you’ve been living in fear for so long that sometimes when something that ought to be legitimately terrifying happens it’s a drop in the fucking bucket and you just keep going without breaking stride.

This can also mess with the people around you, though. My family all think I’m some sort of emotionless monster because I never show any outward sadness or worry when things go wrong. 

I’m good in a crisis because of this